I’m growing rather tired of the ‘themed’ scarf
festivals held at the Geelong Wool Museum …this year it is ‘home’ – what home means to us…Perhaps it will be my
last contribution to the festival…and perhaps I may not even enter my
contribution(s ), as I’m not happy with them.
Scarf I, I added a tree using sari fabric scraps which bled into the white ground of the felt |
Not quite a banyan tree but a flame tree, with aerial roots exposed |
So how to ‘represent’ ... as writing and stories are significant I decided I would tell this little story about ‘home’, what it’s taken to realize where home is. Also I like to trace the roots of words (etymology), and words seem to have formed my roots to things, as indeed have stories. There are lines from a Talking Heads song ‘This must be the place’, yes I’m already there; as well as words from John O’Donohue’s book Eternal Echoes, which has as its theme our hunger to belong. I also wanted to incorporate some fabric from that dressing gown that my mother wore while she awaited my coming into the world, and which was made by my grandmother. I have already used the fabric in my ‘story cloth’; later I incorporated most of the skirt in an upcycled dress, but I thought to send some of the threads and shreds of the fabric on its own journey into the world, even if they end up in some landfill, somewhere, rather than hanging onto it as ‘precious’…torn bits were used as roots, but also to evoke my ‘songline’, stretching back to ancestors and creating my story. They also remind me of ‘veins’, arteries of the body, and arterial roads in a landscape …the ‘red on white’ – filled not unlike the pages of a notepad. I was told, most likely by my mother that it was bad manners to write in red ink and I so dislike teachers who scribble in red ink all over the pages of their students’ work – their ‘corrections’. I suppose I decided on red thread because of its association with blood, earth and passion and because it is ‘impolite’ (I admit to a rebellious streak) – and when the red from the dressing gown fabric bled into the white wool I wasn’t concerned about the stains (though surprised as the fabric is so old). Those crimson sari fabric scraps from which I formed a tree, also bled...interesting how you can 'know' but still intuition prompts you to use them regardless. These scarves had a becoming of their own. I’d intended to euca dye them but found on ‘writing’ upon them that they were already ‘full’ and busy – ‘finished’. With the first scarf, as I was learning to write in poly thread with my darning foot, the writing became rather like my own handwriting, which can start off large but then gets smaller the longer I write. The writing is continuous without a comma or full stop, as Cesaire, poet of Negritude showed me – language running away with itself like the marrons (runaway slaves). I’m sure for the ‘civilised’ the writing on the scarves will seem like babble.
Rayon embroidery thread used in this one, which made a difference as it seemed to grab the felt much more |
Scarf II the writing is much more even |
Perhaps a dyed euca leaf or two wouldn't go astray? |
They’re not the most beautiful scarves and perhaps these
‘themed’ exhibitions end up with lots of works that are meaningful, intrinsically personal,
but not necessarily beautiful or sale-able ‘products’.
I’m home – despite not
looking and sounding ‘right’ but New Australian - in this Creole body that I’m
in – this not quite white skin that stretches and forms my country…All the searching and questioning for naught, when I was already there...
Notes
Words from a book, 'the body is a home which shelters you', John O'Donohue, 2000, Eternal Echoes, (HarperCollins, Paperback)
For a quick review of Songline and a more in-depth understanding see, Barry Hill, 2002, Broken Song, T G H Strehlow and Aboriginal Possession (Knopf)
For Aime Cesaire
Words from a song...this must be the place...yes I'm already there...
Notes
Words from a book, 'the body is a home which shelters you', John O'Donohue, 2000, Eternal Echoes, (HarperCollins, Paperback)
For a quick review of Songline and a more in-depth understanding see, Barry Hill, 2002, Broken Song, T G H Strehlow and Aboriginal Possession (Knopf)
For Aime Cesaire